Out Of My Control

I can control what I eat, when I sleep and how to live.....but apart from that nothing is in my control. God is there for me to believe that it will help me get through tough time, it give me a sense of peacefulness but that is all. I pray for thing to happen, I pray for the dearest to me not to leave....At the end of the day I learned to accept what it is to come....The thing that I learned most is hold back my tear and think only the good and deep in my heart pray and pray and pray......to hope that the god I believe in hear me...